so yeah i have been away for a while... life got really busy and i just remembered i have a live journal account. lol..... if you wanna read all about whats going on you can go to myspace www.myspace.com/ninakc
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scorpions and fire!

so yesterday was a good day considering i was stung by a scorpion in the morning while taking laundry out of the washing machine.i reached in and i felt something prick my pinky instantly painful! i wasnt even sure what it was so i walked into my room and woke up Sean to tell him something pricked me and i wasnt sure what it was. he got up and looked in the washer and pulled the shirt out and there it was a scorpion it was in the clothing and when i reached in it must have still been alive or i touched the stinger. as soon as i saw it i freaked out and started crying. got stung and my fingers are numb, pinky and part of my ring finger on my left hand. other than that i did my hair with yarn extensions last wenesday so it's red with marbled burgendy pink color. i did dianas hair yesterday too... lookes great!! next up is ember and starwind, they are all over it.... people say it looks like dread locks cause of the texture of yarn i used. so then last night i performed for a CF *cystic fibrosis* benifit concert! i did some fire spinning as well as some bellydancing. it was fun... i didnt spin that much cause my finger was numb and i didnt want to accidentaly damage it cause i cant feel if something hits it..... so yeah.... im at my office job and my new nick name is raggedy ann.... i'll take some pics tonight so you can all gawck and ooo and ahhh at my marvelous locks.... lol... they come out tonight though.... awwww... i think next week i will do black with blue accents here and there.... ;) we will see..... this might be an addiction!!!!
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Sometimes the pride of the country is at risk!

ok so this is a disclaimer, 1st i'll update you all to my room mates condition he's doing good... no hard cast like we had expected. he has a splint and he's comming home today. so when i get off from work they should be there... we made a banner for him to remind him to relax and not try to do anything. so now on to the special announcement!
our president has decided that we dont need aid from other countries that are offering help for the storm victims of katerina. this is bullshit we need all the help we can get especially considering that the goverment decided to not do anything but declare mashall law... this pisses me off. We cant keep expecting shit from people then when it's offered turn it away. bush is just pissed cause when we needed the help to invade a country that had done nothing wrong we were told to shove it. and rightfully so... it's the arrogance that has pissed the rest of the world off... like the super diva that has and addittude with everyone and expects people to grovel in their presence. the countries that have stuck by us are like the freaking mindless monkeys that follow us around..... maybe im being over critical but oh well... i dont always agree with what our government does... i still love my country but i dont like the addittude our president puts forth. it's annoying and just plain aggrivating!
anyway i'll stop ranting now!
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burning man mishaps

so on the way to burning man my room mate starwind got in a car accident. the car flipped, he's ok had surgery on his right wrist*compound fracture* and something with his tendon. thankfully it's on his right hand not on his left*he plays guitar* so he should be able to play in another 6 weeks or so... im not sure if he's gonna need physical therapy or not but we will see.... his girlfriend came back from pheonix and is driving up following mellanie and her dad to the reno area, the accident happend like 10 miles out side where they hold burning man and lots of people saw the accident and stopped to make sure everyone was ok.unfortunatly the car is totaled and we not sure how much of the band equipment is damaged but it should be covered by the insurance company. This was the trip doomed from the beggining! it took them 20 hours to get out of vegas and get on their way to burning man!!! oh man... i'll post more when i have time..... i have to go to work after im done with work.
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let see more info than you wanted to know..... ever!

What is your name? Nina
Are you named after anyone? Nope
What's your screename? Hootie MCBoobs
Would you name a child of yours after you? i dont know
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be? um.... soren
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be? um.... i dont know honestly
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly? they call me nIna *long i sound*
Would you drop your last name if you became famous? probably not so i could appeal more to the latinos!!! * theres a lot of them could make me famous*

Your gender: Female
Straight/Gay/Bi: Bi
Single? nope
If not, do you want to be?
Birthdate: May 21st
Your age: 25
Age you act: 20
Age you wish you were: i like where im at
Your height: 4'11"
Eye color:light brown/green
Happy with it? For now
Hair color: VERY RED!
Happy with it? Sure
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: lefty
Your living arrangement: i live in a 5 bedroom house with 9 other people
Your family: Sister, Brother, mother, father
Have any pets? does a boyfriend count?
Whats your job? dispatch bitch,
Piercings? three in each ear*hopefully nipples too*
Tattoos? 1 upper back
Obsessions? Music, movies,Magick, dance, body mod
Addictions? dancing!!! and ink!
Do you speak another language? yes, spanish
Have a favorite quote? why torcher yourself when life will do it for you
Do you have a webpage? yeah, my myspace,

Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment? Yes
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? for the most part
Do you have any secrets? I have some that no one knows
Do you hate yourself? yes
Do you like your handwriting? Nope sloppy!!!!
Do you have any bad habits? Cheating
What is the compliment you get from most people? i have an excellent singing voice
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? a day in the life of satan!!!
What's your biggest fear? shrinking
Can you sing? yes and well i have heared
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? why???*ditto*
Are you a loner? i can be
What are your ..1 priorities in life? respect
If you were another person, would you be friends with you? yep cause im awesome!
Are you a daredevil? NO!!!
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? i fear dying unloved and alone
Are you passive or agressive? how about passive aggressive??? thats me!
Do you have a journal? My livejournal.
What is your greatest strength and weakness? Strength - my houmorous look on life. Weakness - kindness
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? um my self depreciating addittude
Do you think you are emotionally strong? um, not sure i think im weak but others tell me diffrent
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? no regrets, ever!
Do you think life has been good so far? yep!
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? always look before you leap
What do you like the most about your body? my eyes, and boobs
And least? my tummy
Do you think you are good looking? i have been told i am
Are you confident? nope
What is the fictional character you are most like? um...Alice in wonderland
Are you perceived wrongly? yep

Do You...
Smoke? sometimes
Do drugs? if i feel like it
Read the newspaper? sometimes
Pray? i worship everyday
Go to church? nope, i am a church devine dwells within myself
Talk to strangers who IM you? depends on my mood
Sleep with stuffed animals? if you count a boyfriend yes... lol
Take walks in the rain? nope, i play in the rain!!!
Talk to people even though you hate them? Nope
Drive? yup
Like to drive fast? when im mad

Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice? i hate my speaking voice, singing voice is ok
Hurt yourself? yes, i used to be a cutter
Been out of the country? just mexico
Eaten something that made other people sick? Iron clad stomach baby
Been in love? yes
Done drugs? yes
Gone skinny dipping? yes
Had a medical emergency? yep cut my lip open on a shower door track i was like 3
Had surgery? wisdom teeth, tosils
Ran away from home? nope
Played strip poker? nope
Gotten beaten up? not really
Beaten someone up? yes
Been picked on? yeah
Been on stage? did choir for 4 years
Slept outdoors? yep
Thought about suicide? many times
Pulled an all nighter? yeah
If yes, what is your record? 5 days
Gone one day without food? i do most days
Talked on the phone all night? yup
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex? this morning
Slept all day? yep!!!
Killed someone? NOPE!
Made out with a stranger? um.. yeah
Had sex with a stranger? nope
Thought you're going crazy? yes many many times!
Kissed the same sex? oh yeah baby
Done anything sexual with the same sex? yeppers!!! *wink* just ask whitney
Been betrayed? yes
Had a dream that came true? yes
Broken the law? yes
Met a famous person? kinda
Have you ever killed an animal by accident? nope
On purpose? nope
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? yeah, not proud of that
Stolen anything? yes
Been on radio/tv? YES!! i was on tv!! i was at pagan pride day dressed as a fairy and was on the news
Been in a mosh-pit? yeah once didnt like it much
Had a nervous breakdown? nope
Bungee jumped? hell to the no!
Had a dream that kept coming back? yes

Belive in life on other planets? definately
Miracles? seen enough to believe in them
Astrology? yeah
Magic? no, but I do believe in Magik
God? unfortunately, I still have a bone to pick with that fucker
Satan? yes, who is not the same as Lucifer
Santa? no
Ghosts? seen many
Luck? luck happens
Love at first sight? yes yes yes
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)? yes
Witches? i am one... hehehe
Easter bunny? yes... but i killed him last easter
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever? yes
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow? who knows
Do you wish on stars? yes i do... all the time

Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? no i dont those are brainwashed ideas of when we thing we should envision
Do you think God has a gender? yes
Do you believe in organized religion? no it does more harm than good
Where do you think we go when we die? our energies get scattered to the wind!

Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? yes and they are a lot of fun
Who is your best friend? i have a family
Who's the one person that knows most about you? Whitney
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? trust your instincts
Your favourite inside joke? hey jerry, enjoy my wife!
Thing you're picked on most about? being short
Who's your longest known friend?Whitney
Newest? maya
Shyest? Jamie
Funniest? Whitney
Sweetest? 90% of my friends
Closest? right now melli
Weirdest? Almost all of them
Smartest? Almost all of them
Ditziest? dunno
Friends you miss being close to the most? Athena,Whitney
Last person you talked to online? Matt
Who do you talk to most online? My mom
Who are you on the phone with most? i dont talk on the phone.... i hate the phone!
Who do you trust most? HHHHmmmmm good question, i actually trust everyone* a downfall*
Who listens to your problems? Everyone I talk to about them
Who do you fight most with? no one
Who's the nicest? everyone
Who's the most outgoing? whitney
Who's the best singer? um..... i dont know!
Who's on your shit-list? My sisters ex husband! if i could you know what i would do!!!
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend? all the time!!!
Who's your second family? the people from the goth club and my housemates
Do you always feel understood? NOPE!!! im an alien to most
Who's the loudest friend? Whitney
Do you trust others easily? no
Who's house were you last at? Mine
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in : Sean, Jamie, Whitney , Diana, lots of others just too many to name
Do your friends know you? im pure mystery to most so depends on how long they have known me
Friend that lives farthest away: bill *new jersy*

Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake? not at all.
What do you find romantic? being rubbed head to toe, especially my head and hands warm cuddles under a blanket, watching a lighting storm
Turn-on? intellegent, strong, well-spoken, outgoing, sweet, sexy
Turn-off? people who cant appreciate the preaciousness of each person, and just ignorant people
First kiss? it sucked!!! litterally, i was kissed in the dark room of our high school and when we were done i was told that i kissed like a hoover. * i have been shot down from the beginning!*
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel? never happened to me.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going? um.. yeah makes it easier!
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out? Um i think people are too uptight!
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? yes
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? i have been told so, i would imagine than yes they do
What is best about the opposite sex? um.... im not sure whats best...
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? they are preoccupied with things that arent important
What's the last present someone gave you? a pair of pants, no acutally it was a guitar case for my dad's guitar
Are you in love? yes
Do you consider your significant other hot? yep!
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you? my ex boyfriend*in my dreams*
You wanted to kill? my sisters ex
That you laughed at? my co worker lashawn
That laughed at you? my co worker lashawn
That turned you on? Whitney
You went shopping with? um... me
That broke your heart? Charles
To disappoint you? My baby
To ask you out? um.... i dont really know what you consider asking out.
To make you cry? Sean
To brighten up your day? my goth club friends
That you thought about? brandon
You saw a movie with? Sean
You talked to on the phone? Sean
You talked to through IM/ICQ? Matt
You saw? diana
You lost? My grandfather Raymond

Right This Moment...
Are you going out? yes
Will it be with your significant other? of course
Or some random person? nope
What are you wearing right now? my work uniform... oooo sexay!
Body part you're touching right now: pervs!
What are you worried about right now? money, sex life*lack ther of*
What book are you reading? dont read much
What's on your mousepad? work mouse pad has random bubbles and circles on it
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: sad, disharten, upset, remorsful, angry
Are you bored? yeah im at work
Are you tired? yes, tired of being here
Are you talking to anyone online? Nope
Are you talking to anyone on the phone? just nurses
Are you lonely or content? Im content
Are you listening to music? nope

there you now know more than you ever wanted to know
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when best isnt good enough

ok.. so maybe im being to hard on my boyfriend and all but he's really not "performing" like he should be..... it's not that the sex is bad cause it's not. it's that there is no trying, or him being the aggressor, or when I am the aggressor* which is most of the time* he denies me. im not sure how to take this... other people I have talked to said that the male ego is something that can be broken and if there is any stress at all he will have problems wanting to be intimate with me. i think it's me. that im not what he needs or that im not attractive enough... who the hell know.... who the hell cares.... kinda frustrating!!! especially when I have such a high sex drive.... it's not like I ask for it everyday but I do love to be with him.... if it was sex just for the sake of sex i could be with countless other men/women but thats not what I want all the time... which is what he seems to push me to do.... We are in an open/polyamourus relationship so we can*with in certain rules* have a relationship with others. right now thats not what im looking for.I want to be with him... I want to love him but it seems like he does nothing but push me away. what should I do?? talking to him about this doesnt seem to do any good.... he feels like im attacking him and im not. *sigh*
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